I have some insecurities, like being insecure on my cousin who just got here lisenced examination on L.E.T and my mom just got her mouth full on how she wish that she got a daughter like my cousin,etc. I don't what to do coz my heart is always full of insecurities. I feel like crying a whole bucket because of them hearing they're disappointment in me being their child. it feels like they're slapping on my of how stupid I am. I just want them to trust me and have faith in me but No.! they don't trust me enough. they thought that in school I'm doing some nasty or not being serious but God knows how determine I am to acknowledged me in my achievement. I just want them to be proud.
p.s - congrats to my sister/ cousin who just passed.
